Monday, Monday

It's cold, rainy and dreary here today. The weather is waging war on my pain, and the weather is winning as of right now.

The weekend was good. Of course, for me right now, there is not much difference between weekdays and weekends, except that all my friends are working M-F. Loneliness and isolation have become part of my life, though I do get out every day just to be around people. Coming to the library to use the computer is good for me because I can people watch, therby entertain myself, all the while working on the computer! I'm amazed at how many people use their alloted hour here watching music videos. Huh?

Trying to nail down and finalize the decision to move to Dallas. I feel good about that choice, its the details that bog me down. The thought of the physical part of moving is overwhelming. I know it will be a slow process due to my limitations, but I also know I can count on an army of friends to help me. I have to find a job and housing, which is hard to do long distance.

I go to the hand specialist tomorrow to restart the process of fixing my right hand and wrist that was injured during "the great fall" period. I have paid out of pocket for all the expenses related to my hand because WC refused to pay for it until now...a year later. Geez.....this WC system is broken badly and unfortunately its the hurting people that must suffer through it. I could go on and on about this subject, but I will spare you my rantings.

Off to enjoy the book I just checked out from the library, and the rain gently falling outside.